9,772 Tears

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“I want you to have a stress test and an echocardiogram,” said my heart doctor. I was having some difficulties with my breathing. I have had these tests done before at the same medical facility, before having heart stents put in. I should add that my medical insurance had paid for these tests at this facility.

So when I got a bill for $9,772.50, I was shocked! My health insurance company explained to me that, though the doctors were “In-Network” and paid, the hospital was “Out of Network.” I had the test done in August of 2025. What I didn’t know, and was never told, was that the company I retired from could not reach an agreement with the oversized medical conglomerate, so they decided to declare them “Out of Network” in June of 2025.

I argued, I appealed twice, but still the insurance company would not pay the bill. I spoke to the hospital, I argued, I appealed, and I begged them to reduce the bill as if I was paying cash and had no insurance, and technically, I didn’t have insurance to help me pay it. They would not work with me. The only thing they finally did was agree to put me on a five-year payment plan instead of a three-year plan.

I turned to God. I appealed to Him for help. I cried, at least 9,772 tears. I didn’t know what we were going to do. I could feel stress every time I looked at our finances. Over the ongoing five months, I prayed. April was praying too, as was her prayer partner.

I was talking to a medical advocate that my retirement company provides, and I mentioned the $9,772 bill. The woman I was talking to took notes and referred me to another lady who was going to look into the matter. She responded a few days later that she, too, spoke to my insurance company and to the medical group, and the only thing she could suggest was to fill out and submit a financial aid form. I almost didn’t because, as I said to April, “They will probably think we make too much money.” But I did fill it out and sent it in.

Yesterday morning (February 13, 2026), I was sitting at my desk working on some other matters when I received the following email:

Hi Mark A.

We’ve received the final payment for your payment plan, and the balance is now paid off. Thank you — this payment plan is now closed.

Your balance is now fully paid

I couldn’t believe it! I was shocked, and I started crying! “APRIL, COME HERE! YOU’RE NOT GOING TO BELIEVE IT!” We hugged and held each other, as we started thanking and praising God.

This is why I write so many times about how great God is. How much He cares and loves us. He knows what we are going through and is just waiting for us to invite Him into our lives and into our situations. I’m not special. I’m not holy or a saint. I do try to walk justly with my God, though. I do read His word, the Bible, not religiously, but I do read it. Having a relationship with God through His Son, Jesus, is not about being good enough or keeping a stupid man-made list of rules. I do commit sins, but I also confess those sins to God and ask Him to help me go and sin no more.

Again, Father God in heaven, “Thank you for being such a loving and caring God. And thank you, Jesus. Because of your sacrifice on the cross my “sin” balance has been fully paid!”


(The tests came back good. I have a strong heart. The issue was caused by one of my medications, which the doctor changed.)

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Children of God

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“Mark, it never ceases to amaze (and amuse) me how the Lord uses one situation or inconvenience to accomplish something totally unrelated. You do a good job at always being ready to share the gospel.”

Ann Aschauer of the famous blog post: Seeking Divine Perspective

Ann’s comment in response to my blog post this past Tuesday, “An Eternal Mistake“. Her words were humbling. I replied, “I feel inadequate, and therefore I am more than happy to partner with the Holy Spirit. He always knows what to do and say when we trust in, lean on, and rely on Him.” (I kind of went Amplified Bible on ya there!) But her comment got me thinking.

It’s not always about ministering to someone. Two weeks ago, we were buying groceries, and I decided to make chili, but I could not recall the entire recipe, and I don’t like having to run back out to the store to purchase the item(s) I had forgotten. As sure as could be, we got home, and I looked only to discover I had missed two essential items. Neither of which were in our pantry.

So, two days later, we reluctantly got in our car and headed off to a nearby grocery store. Before we could get to the end of our street, we saw where someone had thrown out an elliptical exercise machine. April recently mentioned she wanted a treadmill, and I told her that an elliptical would be better on the knees. I said they were expensive but that we would look into it. When we saw the free machine, I said, “Oh, wow!” and explained my excitement.

After getting the two items, we turned down our street, and the machine was still there. I knew we had to stop and check it out. It appeared to be in good working condition, but it was dirty. We loaded it up, took it home, and then cleaned it up. I asked April to look it up and see what the value was. Would you believe $1080.00? April can’t believe people just throw out good things. I said, “Welcome to America!” (She now wants to join “Dumpster Divers of America.”) So, another inconvenience wound up providing a “want” we had by God.

Then today, an old friend and coworker called me back. I called him yesterday after “randomly” thinking of him. We hadn’t spoken in a while. Toward the end of our conversation, I shared with him that last year I started experiencing some physical issues. I went to my doctor, and he sent me to have a stress test done, and by the end of that day, I had a stint inside my heart. Ten days later, I had three more put in. I found out that I had two arteries 99% blocked, and no one could believe I didn’t have a heart attack.

 My friend got quiet, and I inquired as to why. He then told me he has the same physical issues I had. I begged him to get in immediately to see his doctor, and he assured me he would. After ending the call, I realized it was no accident or random thought to call him, but God placed him on my mind and prompted me to call, perhaps saving his life.

God is so loving and good to us. Even if people aren’t led by God for themselves, He still ministers to them through others. I have written many times in these blog posts that we need to trust God to handle everything in our lives so we can hear his Holy Spirit whisper to us about others and to be led by God for our own needs.

For those who are led by the Spirit of God are the children of God.
Rom. 8:14 (NIV)

Now, if you will excuse me, it’s time for me to exercise on our new elliptical.

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