1. the capacity to accept or tolerate delay, trouble, or suffering without getting angry or upset:
I had to look up the definition of “patience”, because it became very clear to me yesterday I have so little of it I may not even know what it is. Now in all fairness, the level of patience I might have tends to be affected by how tired I am. I also noticed yesterday my freedom to express my lack of patience has a lot to do with where I am, and whom I am with.
Yesterday I hurt a very dear friend of mine. Afterwards I felt like the biggest jerk on earth asking myself, “What’s wrong with me?” I didn’t come up with an answer at the time. Another thing seems to be no matter what you do to make up for your words, and or actions it doesn’t go very far in making the other person feel better.
Last night while sitting in God’s house I became overwhelmed with the amount of “patience” God truly has for me. I certainly don’t deserve it. I was humbled. Then it hit me how God pulls off this kind of patience. It is with insurmountable amounts of love for me. So how do I get more patience for others? I develop more love. More love for people in general, for strangers, for family, for friends, and definitely for my dear friend.
NOTE: I was going to write a different blog this week, but I ran out of time in developing it. Please be patient as I will try my best to have it ready for next week. Thanks! I love you too.