This past week, during a team meeting for my trip to Zambia, one of the members shared that she keeps a journal, but not just any journal. She went on to share how at the end of every day she writes down in this journal where and how God showed up. The name of this journal is, “Only God”.
Isaiah 40:26 says, “Look at the night skies: Who do you think made all this?…” Oswald Chambers writes in his book, My Utmost for His Highest “The people of God in Isaiah’s time had blinded their mind’s ability to see God by looking on the face of idols.” I certainly think in our day people are looking at their idols as well. An idol can be anyone or anything you put in place of God.
When you look for God every day, everything changes. Your vision of people and events, your conversations, and even your reactions to the annoyances of each day can change. What a great discipline to look for where God showed up in your day, and then to take the time to record it. I guarantee you in a moment’s weakness where she might not think that God cares about her or hears her prayers all she has to do is open up her “Only God” journal and read a page or two in order to be assured that each and every day God is there with her.
I challenge you this week to look for God in your life, and to go one step further to record where you saw God and what you saw Him doing in your life, or in someone else’s.
I have mentioned this philosophy in a couple of blogs of “helping without hurting”. I wanted to share a little more about it.
When I travel somewhere, seldom will you ever hear the words come out of my mouth, “Oh gees, I forgot something.” I was never in the Boy Scouts, but my parents taught me well how to be prepared, how to be resourceful, and how to improvise. On one camping trip the truck’s fuel pump went out. Dad poured gas from the boat into a can and climbed above the truck’s engine so he could pour gas manually into the carburetor. He told my mother, “If it runs, step on it and keep it moving.” Something he said later he regretted as it was the scariest ride of his life.
Love, to me, is like riding a roller coaster. When you first encounter a roller coaster you have never been on before you are filled with excitement, wonder, amazement, and even a little scared. You agree to get on the ride, and the attendant helps you with the restraining device. The ride starts moving and you get a half smile on your face simply because you really don’t know what you are in for, and then comes the first hill.
My son absolutely hates it when I mention something early in our conversation and then bring it back into the conversation moments later, and say, “Did you see what I did there?” I was sharing this with a coworker and in the span of our conversation he did it to me. We both laughed enthusiastically. I thought it was great and didn’t mind at all.
You ever get tired of doing good? Doing good things for your family, your friends, your coworkers, or your neighbors. Let’s be honest, it can wear you out, especially when no one seems to notice. I know you’re not asking for a parade in your honor celebrating every time you help someone out, but wouldn’t it feel good if someone validated your actions?
“Quick, God I need your helping hand. The last decent person just went down.” This quote is from my daily scripture reading this past week in Psalms chapter 12 verse 1. (“The Message“(MSG) translation by Eugene Peterson.) After I read that verse I paused and wondered, am I a decent person? Also I had the thought, what would cause me to go down? Probably my go to sin. You know it. The one Satan uses most often to trip me up, to pull me away from God. To be honest if my actions today were the only ones used to answer that question then the answer would be, “No!”
She has taken on average 815,731,200 breaths as of today. Every breath has gone in and out of a person that today celebrates her ninety-seventh birthday. Every breath has contributed to a life lived well. She has been there breathing through the good times, the fun times and the hard times. There was a breath taken when her two younger brothers were each born. A breath taken with excitement when her to be husband first kissed her. A breath sighed heavy when her mother passed, when her husband passed and when her first brother passed.